We are home

well we made it and we are doing good. i think leaving the hospital overwhelmed me at first. i was not feeling well when we were getting ready to leave... i have a feeling my milk will be coming in very soon. i am getting around ok but still get pretty weak if i do much of anything at all. i love Dennis being here with me. he is a great help. i feel bad constantly asking for things or help cuz i am so independent but this has taught me to lean on him and others more. i am so much more patient than i have ever been and i love being a mom. when E cries it makes me sad but i just talk to him and do what i can to calm him down. i just love him so much and want the best for the little guy. now i know what it feels like to be a mom and i wouldnt have it any other way.

i am so excited that my mom is coming sunday and my sis might come for a day next week sometime. i am not much company at the moment... and want some time with just Dennis and E but it will be nice to have my mom and sister... i wont feel bad for not being a good hostess. LOL

i am so glad yall like the pics. i wanted to cry when i saw what dennis had done to them for me. he was so awesome to do that for me and it will be a memory i can take with me for the rest of my life. i am hoping i can get them printed and framed one day. This blessing will not be taken lightly. i am truly honored to be given such a wonderful gift from God. we are a real family now and we will do the best we can!!! i will update with more pics later when i feel better. i want to put him in a cute outfit and get some great shots for you guys. i will do that soon i promise!!!!